It Only Takes One Person To Walk Away — Thought Catalog

Drew WilsonYou cried in your bed last night because you knew. You knew whatever “this” was never going to be was over, and for good this time. You cried of relief, sadness, and secretly happiness. You wasted so much of your time waiting for him. But he was never going to be ready. He was never…

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For The Women Who Feel Like ‘Too Much’ — Thought Catalog

Noël AlvaFor the women who feel like ‘too much’ – you know exactly who you are. You’re the ones who grew up always feeling different – feeling crazy, feeling brash, feeling just a little too passionate and fierce. You’re the ones who’ve spent your whole lives being told to bite your tongue, to sit on…

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31 Beautiful Bible Verses Every Woman Who’s Tired Of Hookup Culture Needs To Remember — Thought Catalog

Jesse Herzog1. Whoever walks with the wise becomes wise, but the companion of fools will suffer harm. — Proverbs 13:20 2. I urge you, brothers and sisters, in view of God’s mercy, to offer your bodies as a living sacrifice, holy and pleasing to God–this is your true and proper worship. Do not conform to…

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“It”

it

“It”

It comes and it goes,

so easily I fall in

then in a post

it all falls away

Broken,

he leaves me, time after damn time, cut, and bleeding on his floor,

~Listless~

Raped of all emotion

Shattered, I try to collect the broken heart pieces

Yet all I see are Dark reflections of wasted days gone by

dancin’ round my slightly disturbed mind,

just a wicked ass fantasy

Another notch on his childish,

sick,

crazy ass, score board

within an hour glass of white silty sand

he’s encased me within prisons of his gritty Fender hell

Escaping the grasps of this twisted affair,

has shaken me to the core,

fighting~ just to breathe

Please God, give me the strength to leave this pit of despair!

I scream

this fucking pain

~ it’s real ~

why can’t you see what you do to me,

I’m

becoming

numb

ur so carless with this frailed heart of mine

I freely gave it to u,

no strings

u trapped me within this buspirone cycle of despair

no saving me from myself

I’ve come completely undone

my blood stains your hands

this last time

I cried out to you,

like a lost broken lil gurl

and u deliver the final,,, gut wrenching blow!

u sick ass, narcissist man,

its fucking abuse what you do to women

u continue collecting hearts in your  dark corner of webbed up sniper control

Fuck you!!!

You cannot break my will,

my wings they will reach into the darkness of my sickness

and save me from your death grip

U cannot take the remnants of mine past

I will not let your deceits drown me in sorrow

I’m breaking free,

yet forgiving u for your transgressions of

“Silence”

“It”will only be part of this life’s ashes!

Swept away into this darkness,

I’m gonna let “it” go

u cannot follow me , into this black abyss

I’ll drag my life’s sorrows

like a chain, in its brokenness

through the mud stained glass;

ur misery’s will not define me,

ur view is distorted in this life

~trustless~

u will never get me,

I cannot hold onto u, evermore

as I wished upon that June Mainstee shore,

I need u to forget how I was real for u,

the tiger swallow she failed me too,

in the heavens she did not reach

This wrenched fade to black is mine alone

U cannot accompany me

ur still taunted by overwhelming fear

mine salvation will grace me

returning me to where I belong

a life before you

without yearning for a shallow grave

forget me and this  dam spiral of circus games

ur ticket in my life…….

Its “REVOKED” !!!

U cannot hold onto me with your song

“It” is not real, this sorrow its mine alone

My bed, is hollow of ur dreams

My pillow will suffocate any temptation of u

in the dream of MY life

ur voice is muted

I will…….. Let “It” go

Forward

I will go without ur imperfect “Silence” of nature

U are a muted harmony!

I will soar above this

ur presence will no longer loom,

seekin’ for space in my PTSD storm

It’s the E.N.D

ur place in this puzzled madness

has resolved “its” final piece has been restored

In the cursed edge

U do not fit the mold of

my true soul!

An enraged bleakness,

will fall a shadow on ur heart

u will never forget me or “This”

it’s been in your misstep, and lack of a dance

that u will be mindful of a future without mine

true aquarius heart, abounding full of the oceans true tempo!

My promise, to u, its broken!

Bam

Nite Notes 2016

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How To Kick Ass At Being Single AF — Thought Catalog

Jeff Isy“Single is not a status. It is a word that describes a person who is strong enough to live and enjoy life without depending on others.” ~ Unknown Giving up the notion that you need another person alongside you for you to be your happiest self, is such a foreign idea for some people.…

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I Won’t Wait For You To Grow Up, So You Better Shape Up — Thought Catalog

LookCatalog.comI’m sick of the dating scene, because it’s filled with too many men who think they can get away with using and abusing me. But I want a mature man. A man who won’t fuck around about how he feels. My time is too valuable to waste. I’m not going to wait years for you…

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I Want A Life Of Adventure With You, And I Won’t Apologize For That — Thought Catalog

Tony CiampaI want adventure. I always have. And I’m not talking about cliff jumping and skydiving and riding on backs of elephants across the desert (though I do want to try all of those things at least once) but I’m talking about doing, about going, about making a list of wonderful and silly and fun…

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To My Fellow Women, Prince Charming Isn’t Going To Save You — Thought Catalog

jeffisyGrowing up, I watched Snow White being revived just from a simple kiss. I watched Sleeping Beauty also being saved just from a prince’s kiss. And then I watched Ariel almost kill herself just to be with a man she had never met before. Those movies ultimately showed me that these women were never going to be…

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You Have To Love Every Piece Of Her, Or You Have To Let Her Go — Thought Catalog

Vic.If you’re trying to change her, you don’t deserve her. There is a difference between wishing someone would act different, and trying to make them be different. There will come a day where you start to see more sides to her than you initially knew. More than just the aspects of her that you adored,…

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Please, Don’t Blame Yourself For The Loss Of A Loved One — Thought Catalog

Darla دارلا HueskeI don’t know why it happens. I don’t know when. I don’t know if there’s any underlying plan or reason. Sometimes I feel just like you—angry, lonely, scared, sad, confused—and I shake my fist at the sky, asking God over and over again. Why? Why does He take the ones we love away?…

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